Process →Preparation

Its been a while since I wrote! But this process I learned that Im in is the brinning process. It is not always easy to go through seasons of trials and tribulations but God who started a good work in me and in you will finish it through! Even though I have been out of school for this year, left my job and im in an uncomfortable position God is still good. Should we only praise Him for the good things and not the bad. We must! We have to praise Him, trust Him, Love Hine when those work in our favor and dont. The funny thing is that the things that we feel dont work in our favor, in spirituality they do! Everything God allows to happen works together for His Glory!!!! :-) God has our back. He always looking out for our best interest. So I have to admit I had been living defeated and that is what the devil wants. The devil wants us to focus in on what is not going right according to our perception but God was reminding me to look at the opportunities I have given you, look at the volunteering your doing, look at the relationships i am allowing you to cultivate in this time off from my busy life...if I could just get a glimpse of the Glory I am about to consume. The glory that is about to overcome me; that will be the strength i need to push through the adversity, pressures, growing pains!! God is so Awesome! I had been preparing to minister through dance to break every chain and I was battling/struggling andngoing through all my stuff. I have been sick for a while, not working, feeling unmotivated, depression trying to creep up and my coach/mentor ask me to minister before she gives the Word. And the courage inside of me accepted without hesitation even though my flesh told me differently. But I knew it was time for me to minister by myself without my other fellow dance ministers. God is so amazing. Praise dance is one of my lifelines to God. As I prepared God began to break chains as I studied and prepared.  When I went to minister it was just God and me. I declared, proclaimed and testified that my chains are broken and I danced with everything i had in me and God just moved. God taught me the importance of showing up! I was sick and still am sick but I refused to let that stop me from experience worship on Sunday morning and going to minister through dance on that afternoon. I was thinking about all the things people show up gor when there not feeling well...they show up for work, go shopping, may go out to eat, school but are quick not to show up for church. We have to show up & be present. Someone's life depends on it. God cannot use you if your not in position...