The World Is An Empty Canvas Waiting On New Thoughts To Think

Challenges. Trials. Setbacks. Depression. Complacency have set in. Okay! So shake it off! I'm praying, serving, reading, studying but nothing seems to be breaking the seams of these attacks that are trying to distract me. Every Sunday it seems like the message is just and especially for me. What did I do now? Where did I fall short now? My disobediance is warping how I see myself. Deformation and wholeness cannot reside in the same place. I want to be whole...the deformities seem to have a stronger hold. So then I PRESS! I Press! I press in His presence. I can hardly see His light. Its flickering to a dim gleam of light. Yes its frightening but Ive come too far to let darkness overtake my heart. I claim victory! No I dont feel victorious. But I claim victory! I will speak as if it were so til it becomes a manifestation within my soul and cannot help but to protrude out toward others you are not yet whole. So as Im on facebook yesterday. I had been giving divine confirmation that my uncomfortabilities are right-eous were God wants me. So thank you for the No's! Thank you for the evil looks! Thank you for talking behind my back! Thank you for your lack of support! Thank you for calling me fake! Thank you for not believing in me! Thank you for your doubts! Thank you for putting your insecurities on me! Thank you for trying to make me something that im not! Rejection has already visited this friend. So lets go! Lets grind! Rejection cannot have me another time. I'm right-eous where my Jesus wants me! Watch out! Get ready! Claim victory! It's mine! So as God ministered to Tyrese and he in turn ministered to the soul of many, including mine he said, "The world is an empty canvas waiting on new thoughts to think." Today I am the painter! I am the artist working on my masterpiece! Create! Design! Think! Configure! Invent!Discover! Uncover!Envision! Empower!Dream up! Fashion! Grind! Make! Produce!Originate! Author! Intersect! Coin! Initiate!Devise! Conceive! EVERYTHING YOU NEED LIES WITHIN YOU ALREADY! Those hunger pains are from your soul! It's time to awaken the beast within. Rise Up & Grind, Jasmine Nicole